Hi to everybody...do you ever get days when you become acutely over-sensitive about everything...I've been walking around for the last two or three days bawling at hubby when he's done nothing wrong and is just being his normal self, but I keep biting his head off...I want to calm down but can't seem to do so...I'm sleeping well, I'm try to be relaxed when awake, but I'm also on edge as well because I've been buying some things on ebay for the first time in the auction part and it's so stressful because went on for four days and ended yesterday night successfully but it exhausted me...I've won three of the items and lost one, which was completely my own fault because I got totally confused over what I was bidding on, and was warned I was in danger of losing it and let it go at the very last minute...it really annoyed me and I've been growling around the house ever since...that happened on the 29th October, so fits in with my change of mood...then hubby bought me a Yamaha digital keyboard for Christmas two days ago which I'm in love with as I've always wanted to learn to play the piano, and this is just out of this world :) Now I'm nervous about not being able to get it right...give me strength! When am I going stop doubting myself?
I don't know whether it's because winter's drawing near, and whether this mood change is just part and parcel of the changing weather and dark evenings, which I loathe, but I don't like being so scratchy and touchy...sounds like the Simpsons' cartoon characters :))
Okay, that's it...I've got a suspicion that it might also be that I've been buying a few things recently way above and beyond what I might have bought last year, and am getting a bit anxious that I'm replacing ciggies with shopping, which is really not something I want to do at all...very, very, big smack hand if I am...think I may have a bit of an addictive personality...well for a time anyway, then suddenly I stop...hmmmm...what can I replace shopping with I ask myself...any suggestions...not rude ones please HLOL...
Big hugs to one and all...